Monday, January 31
-haoaihaoaini-
today i quite happi lorx..the whole day wif ah dear..we went inter wif kai ming..ah gal..glenn to eat..then top up mua ez-link..then go bao bei de hse..then wait for him bathe and changed then we go find kai ming..hehex..so funny lorx..b4 finding kai ming..we sit down under the blk tok tok tok..hehex..kai xin nehs..=D then kai ming they all go prata shop eat prata..then go eddy hse..mi and bao bei stay under eddy hse..then we tok tok tok again..hehex..alot things to tok nehs..hehex..then he pei eddy kor go c bicycle shop..then i go back skool tat side change bus..hehex..can say i quite happi lorx..hao ai hao ai ta arhx..hehex..okay okay..dun wanna type le..so slpy nehs..lols..yawnx..i go continue sms-ing bao bei lo..saYo neHs..=)*mUacKs* baObeI..=D ai ni nehs..
-xiexieniwoaini-
today i quite happi lorx..the whole day wif ah dear..we went inter wif kai ming..ah gal..glenn to eat..then top up mua ez-link..then go bao bei de hse..then wait for him bathe and changed then we go find kai ming..hehex..so funny lorx..b4 finding kai ming..we sit down under the blk tok tok tok..hehex..kai xin nehs..=D then kai ming they all go prata shop eat prata..then go eddy hse..mi and bao bei stay under eddy hse..then we tok tok tok again..hehex..alot things to tok nehs..hehex..then he pei eddy kor go c bicycle shop..then i go back skool tat side change bus..hehex..can say i quite happi lorx..hao ai hao ai ta arhx..hehex..okay okay..dun wanna type le..so slpy nehs..lols..yawnx..i go continue sms-ing bao bei lo..saYo neHs..=)*mUacKs* baObeI..=D ai ni nehs..
-xiexieniwoaini-
what we could have been, 1/31/2005 10:32:00 PM.
Sunday, January 30
-wohaoaini-
i was so happi yesterday nite..cuz mi and mummi went 500++ meet ah ku they all..then they wanna tok their family matters..so mi and jing peng can choose either to walk around or sit there but muz shut the ear..of cuz is go walk walk la..then juz nice ah dear sms mi sae wanna meet mi..so i meet him at 506..hehex..tink of it will make mi smile..=D then ask jing peng fetch mi go..then whn i sit on his bic..i keep shouting...his skills too gd..turn here turn there..scared mi nehs..then i waited for him..then we go sit sit..then he hugged mi so tight..hehes..*nUa* then we tok alot of things..we spent abt 2 hrs together..hehex..so happi last nite..first time so late wif him..hehex..dun sae lo..daddy scold..bUaIz bUaIz..=D
-woaibaobei-
i was so happi yesterday nite..cuz mi and mummi went 500++ meet ah ku they all..then they wanna tok their family matters..so mi and jing peng can choose either to walk around or sit there but muz shut the ear..of cuz is go walk walk la..then juz nice ah dear sms mi sae wanna meet mi..so i meet him at 506..hehex..tink of it will make mi smile..=D then ask jing peng fetch mi go..then whn i sit on his bic..i keep shouting...his skills too gd..turn here turn there..scared mi nehs..then i waited for him..then we go sit sit..then he hugged mi so tight..hehes..*nUa* then we tok alot of things..we spent abt 2 hrs together..hehex..so happi last nite..first time so late wif him..hehex..dun sae lo..daddy scold..bUaIz bUaIz..=D
-woaibaobei-
what we could have been, 1/30/2005 10:41:00 PM.
Saturday, January 29
-wobunengmeiyouni-
juz came back frm ah ma's hse..sianx lorx..slping soon lo..so tired..ben lai is hab training today de..then cancelled..changed dates.. then mi and pinky go inter nua till 3 plus then bth..so we went lik's hse and styaed till 6 plus..super sianx..super tired..hehes..i wrote letter to him today..hehex..wrote alot alot of things inside..hehex..he read le..lyk treating mi betta and betta le lehs..whn ah gal ask mi wot's in the letter..i told her say i apologized to him again..and ah gal scolded mi..asking mi dun b so toopid..but..hais..i already thought of it le..i muz change mua life frm nw onwards..i muz listen to mua self..if i feel tat it is correct..then i shld go ahead..instead of listening to ppl's ordering..so tis time round...cuz i feel tat it's mua fault..and i dun wish mua temper will cause a big big hole between us..so i decided to change mua temper and nt to get angry wif him.. bernard so cute..i told him sae mi and his kor kor quarrel..he advise mi nt to quarrel but sit down and tok abt it..hahas..so cute..he even volunteer himself to help mi ask his kor kor..hahas..cute sia..=PpP
so nw..i will learn to cherish him and love him lots lots..and i hope he wun hurt mi..nt even once..i cannot withstand tat type of hurt..i'm fragile..a simple quarrelling wif him will leave mi in tears and cuts on mua hand...maybe i found out tat he is important to mi..and i cannot live w/o him bahs..i do love him..i do gib in..i do care for him..i do cherish him..but nw..i wanna control mua self..and change the entire mi..hehex..i dun wish we would brk off so easily..=) hehes..aiya..dun sae le larx..i wanna slp le..so slpy..hehex..nite nite nehs..=D
miss baobei lots lots..=] hao ai ni wor! =PpP *bLusH* kekex..ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni..hehes..10 ai ni(s)..lols..okay la..bao bei..ai ni wor..=D *mUacKs*
-yitianbiyitiandeaini-
-yongyuanaiwohaoma?-
juz came back frm ah ma's hse..sianx lorx..slping soon lo..so tired..ben lai is hab training today de..then cancelled..changed dates.. then mi and pinky go inter nua till 3 plus then bth..so we went lik's hse and styaed till 6 plus..super sianx..super tired..hehes..i wrote letter to him today..hehex..wrote alot alot of things inside..hehex..he read le..lyk treating mi betta and betta le lehs..whn ah gal ask mi wot's in the letter..i told her say i apologized to him again..and ah gal scolded mi..asking mi dun b so toopid..but..hais..i already thought of it le..i muz change mua life frm nw onwards..i muz listen to mua self..if i feel tat it is correct..then i shld go ahead..instead of listening to ppl's ordering..so tis time round...cuz i feel tat it's mua fault..and i dun wish mua temper will cause a big big hole between us..so i decided to change mua temper and nt to get angry wif him.. bernard so cute..i told him sae mi and his kor kor quarrel..he advise mi nt to quarrel but sit down and tok abt it..hahas..so cute..he even volunteer himself to help mi ask his kor kor..hahas..cute sia..=PpP
so nw..i will learn to cherish him and love him lots lots..and i hope he wun hurt mi..nt even once..i cannot withstand tat type of hurt..i'm fragile..a simple quarrelling wif him will leave mi in tears and cuts on mua hand...maybe i found out tat he is important to mi..and i cannot live w/o him bahs..i do love him..i do gib in..i do care for him..i do cherish him..but nw..i wanna control mua self..and change the entire mi..hehex..i dun wish we would brk off so easily..=) hehes..aiya..dun sae le larx..i wanna slp le..so slpy..hehex..nite nite nehs..=D
miss baobei lots lots..=] hao ai ni wor! =PpP *bLusH* kekex..ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni..hehes..10 ai ni(s)..lols..okay la..bao bei..ai ni wor..=D *mUacKs*
-yitianbiyitiandeaini-
-yongyuanaiwohaoma?-
what we could have been, 1/29/2005 01:00:00 AM.
Thursday, January 27
-shangxindewo-
-buyaobuliwohaoma-
hais..he nv tok to mi..although he did reply mua sms..but frm last nite till nw..he haben called mi dear..hais..heart pain..hais..even today he and kel they all walked past mi..he also nv look at mi..hais..i so sad lorx..then after training..i saw his bro..bernard..then i shout his name..lols..hais..dear refuse to tok to mi..i tink he still angry wif mi bahs..hais..i'm real scared..i dun wan him to leave mi..hais..you zhong bu xiang de yu gan..how? if he gonna leave mi..wot am i going to do..hais..i tis few days beri sad lorx..he dun even glance at mi..hais..in skool..we nv even tok..he no longer wait for mi during recess...no longer wait outside mua class after skool..no longer gib mi tat "HUR?" look whn he walks past my class..hais..i misses him lots lots..the whole day..i received less than 10 sms(es) frm him..hais..r we fading..i reali hope we r nt fading off..cuz i dun wish him to li kai wo..hais..xiang si ta le..i reali miss him lotx lots..aRhGrR! i hate mua self..i reali hate mua self..hais..
-yuanliangwohaobuhao-
-wobunengmeiyouni-
-buyaobuliwohaoma-
hais..he nv tok to mi..although he did reply mua sms..but frm last nite till nw..he haben called mi dear..hais..heart pain..hais..even today he and kel they all walked past mi..he also nv look at mi..hais..i so sad lorx..then after training..i saw his bro..bernard..then i shout his name..lols..hais..dear refuse to tok to mi..i tink he still angry wif mi bahs..hais..i'm real scared..i dun wan him to leave mi..hais..you zhong bu xiang de yu gan..how? if he gonna leave mi..wot am i going to do..hais..i tis few days beri sad lorx..he dun even glance at mi..hais..in skool..we nv even tok..he no longer wait for mi during recess...no longer wait outside mua class after skool..no longer gib mi tat "HUR?" look whn he walks past my class..hais..i misses him lots lots..the whole day..i received less than 10 sms(es) frm him..hais..r we fading..i reali hope we r nt fading off..cuz i dun wish him to li kai wo..hais..xiang si ta le..i reali miss him lotx lots..aRhGrR! i hate mua self..i reali hate mua self..hais..
-yuanliangwohaobuhao-
-wobunengmeiyouni-
what we could have been, 1/27/2005 08:58:00 PM.
Wednesday, January 26
-angrymi-
-ihateherattitude-
tis few days saw 0409 wif 7323222..so i guess they shld b a couple le bahs..aiyo..then 7323222 so CB lorx..she saw mi..guess wot she asked? she sae.."zhenying..u saw 0409?" then she gave mi the yaya look lorx..then today ah gal told mi they stead le..i was angry and sad at the same time..hais..i noe..i hab no rights to stop him to zhui qiu his xing fu..but..wot i'm angry is nt b'cuz of he gt stead le nv tell mi..is b'cuz..7323222 gave mi tat look..its lyk telling mi.."eh..i stead wif 0409 lehs..jealous anot?" de feeling lorx..i hate her attitude..and she dun gib mi a gd impression lorx..so wot if she is in gd term wif some one ? so wot if 0409 choose her? and..i feel lyk telling her to stop her bitchy thinking lorx..flirts!! bitch!! suckers!! i hate u!! shameless lorx..ask ppl for stead..pls la..u gal lorx..kp so much for wot? ask boi for stead..c jiu zhi dao u r a flirt le..i hate u larx..nv c gals so shameless b4..diu gals de lian lorx..sucks la..so wot if u stead wif 0409? hao lian to mi for wot? pls lorx..i earlier than u lorx..dun kp so much la..i curse u all..curse curse curse..faster break faster break..sucks!! hate 7323222 lars..if she gonna gib mi tat yaya face summore..she sure will get it for mi..i sure suan her suan dao she bwg de lorx..so wot if she hab 0409 behind her..i dun gib a shit..zhe me shuo..i juz hate her..grr..dun wanna sae le..tinking how to suan her..hahas..saYo neHs..=PpP
-ihateherveryverymuch-
-icurseicurseicursecursecurse-
-ihateherattitude-
tis few days saw 0409 wif 7323222..so i guess they shld b a couple le bahs..aiyo..then 7323222 so CB lorx..she saw mi..guess wot she asked? she sae.."zhenying..u saw 0409?" then she gave mi the yaya look lorx..then today ah gal told mi they stead le..i was angry and sad at the same time..hais..i noe..i hab no rights to stop him to zhui qiu his xing fu..but..wot i'm angry is nt b'cuz of he gt stead le nv tell mi..is b'cuz..7323222 gave mi tat look..its lyk telling mi.."eh..i stead wif 0409 lehs..jealous anot?" de feeling lorx..i hate her attitude..and she dun gib mi a gd impression lorx..so wot if she is in gd term wif some one ? so wot if 0409 choose her? and..i feel lyk telling her to stop her bitchy thinking lorx..flirts!! bitch!! suckers!! i hate u!! shameless lorx..ask ppl for stead..pls la..u gal lorx..kp so much for wot? ask boi for stead..c jiu zhi dao u r a flirt le..i hate u larx..nv c gals so shameless b4..diu gals de lian lorx..sucks la..so wot if u stead wif 0409? hao lian to mi for wot? pls lorx..i earlier than u lorx..dun kp so much la..i curse u all..curse curse curse..faster break faster break..sucks!! hate 7323222 lars..if she gonna gib mi tat yaya face summore..she sure will get it for mi..i sure suan her suan dao she bwg de lorx..so wot if she hab 0409 behind her..i dun gib a shit..zhe me shuo..i juz hate her..grr..dun wanna sae le..tinking how to suan her..hahas..saYo neHs..=PpP
-ihateherveryverymuch-
-icurseicurseicursecursecurse-
what we could have been, 1/26/2005 09:19:00 PM.
-8linesdownmuahand-
-yiqianyiwangeduibuqi-
hais..he refused to reply mua sms..refuse to look at mi in skool..refuse to tok to mi..hais..i reali reali miss him..hais..i'm so sorry for wot i hab done..sorry dear..hais..i cutted mua self yesterday nite..ben lai is 10 lines de..but duno y..today c..oni 8..hais..nvm..if he still ignore mi..i will cut 1 line each day..hais..today morning overslept..then daddy brought mi to skool..then found out i nv bring bball shorts..hais..so after skool i chiong home to get mua shorts..then chiong go bball again..then after bball..i walk to temple wif pinky..then after we separate..i saw a fermilar bag opposite mi..then i saw ah dear..then 2 gals pointing at mi..i duno hu is the 2 gals..but i noe rod and dear sure is wif them..then i turned back and called pinky..then i dun dare to face them..so mua back was facing them..wot makes mi angry is..he saw mi..but did nt take the initiative to walk towards mi and call mi..hais..*disappointed* then i also dun dare to tok to him marx..scared he still angry..so i wait till he board bus then i dare to wait for mua bus..hahas..miss 3 bus..then whn i board bus..i sms-ed him..but he haben reply mi..hais..sadded...lols..continue later..go mum mum..hehes..
okie okie..backie lo!! hahas..he reply mi le..he told mi sorry...=D then i ask him y sae sorry to mi whn i'm in the wrong..guess wot he sae? hehex..he say..cuz i love u..=D kakaka...i'm crazy lo..so nua..horx? hehex..i shld sae..we r back le bahx..hehes..hao ai ta worx..finally..we r okay le..hahas..i'm so happi abt it..hais..miss him soo muchie nehs..hais..dear..i wanna tell u sumthing..
"dear..i'm sorry tat i cannot accompany u tml..cuz i hab training..i fri no training..i pei u go out okie? fri..all mua time is urs..=) i'm so sorry for wot ever i hab done to make u so angry..i'm reali beri sorry..dui bu qi nehs..and horx..tell u a secret..u r the first guy tat i haben flare up wif..if yesterday de situation..if its for mua other ex..i sure will flare up and get angry and cause the quarrel to worsen..but..u r the first ai ai tat i nv flare up wif..thanx lotx lots dear..although wot u hab said yesterday reali made mua heart piang into pieces..but..u made mi realised tat i reali reali love u lotz lotx..bao bei..dun eva leave mi can? i love u..muacks..=D "
-dunevaleavemi-
-woaini-
-yiqianyiwangeduibuqi-
hais..he refused to reply mua sms..refuse to look at mi in skool..refuse to tok to mi..hais..i reali reali miss him..hais..i'm so sorry for wot i hab done..sorry dear..hais..i cutted mua self yesterday nite..ben lai is 10 lines de..but duno y..today c..oni 8..hais..nvm..if he still ignore mi..i will cut 1 line each day..hais..today morning overslept..then daddy brought mi to skool..then found out i nv bring bball shorts..hais..so after skool i chiong home to get mua shorts..then chiong go bball again..then after bball..i walk to temple wif pinky..then after we separate..i saw a fermilar bag opposite mi..then i saw ah dear..then 2 gals pointing at mi..i duno hu is the 2 gals..but i noe rod and dear sure is wif them..then i turned back and called pinky..then i dun dare to face them..so mua back was facing them..wot makes mi angry is..he saw mi..but did nt take the initiative to walk towards mi and call mi..hais..*disappointed* then i also dun dare to tok to him marx..scared he still angry..so i wait till he board bus then i dare to wait for mua bus..hahas..miss 3 bus..then whn i board bus..i sms-ed him..but he haben reply mi..hais..sadded...lols..continue later..go mum mum..hehes..
okie okie..backie lo!! hahas..he reply mi le..he told mi sorry...=D then i ask him y sae sorry to mi whn i'm in the wrong..guess wot he sae? hehex..he say..cuz i love u..=D kakaka...i'm crazy lo..so nua..horx? hehex..i shld sae..we r back le bahx..hehes..hao ai ta worx..finally..we r okay le..hahas..i'm so happi abt it..hais..miss him soo muchie nehs..hais..dear..i wanna tell u sumthing..
"dear..i'm sorry tat i cannot accompany u tml..cuz i hab training..i fri no training..i pei u go out okie? fri..all mua time is urs..=) i'm so sorry for wot ever i hab done to make u so angry..i'm reali beri sorry..dui bu qi nehs..and horx..tell u a secret..u r the first guy tat i haben flare up wif..if yesterday de situation..if its for mua other ex..i sure will flare up and get angry and cause the quarrel to worsen..but..u r the first ai ai tat i nv flare up wif..thanx lotx lots dear..although wot u hab said yesterday reali made mua heart piang into pieces..but..u made mi realised tat i reali reali love u lotz lotx..bao bei..dun eva leave mi can? i love u..muacks..=D "
-dunevaleavemi-
-woaini-
what we could have been, 1/26/2005 07:03:00 PM.
Tuesday, January 25
-duibuqiwoaini-
hais..quite a sad day for mi lorx..ben lai is go ec wif ah dear de..then he told mi sumting cropped up..cannot go le..so i sae okay..so after f&n lesson i went for remedial till 3 then wings went vivien's hse to pick up things..lols..or shld i sae help her clear her room? hehex..we took alot of her old things..alot alot..so lame..things frm clothes to accessories..alot alot..i brought a NTUC bag home..hahas..=PpP hais..then reach home..ah dear ask mi pontang thurs de training then pei him to ec..but..u all tink i can? impossible de lorx..tournament is around the corner..moreover..u tink ah cheng and coach will believe mi mehs? they nt so easy to bluff de lorx..they sure sae i bluff them then punish mi de marx..then if i nv go training..pinky how? ps her? cannot de lorx..hais..is nt tat i dun wanna spend time wif him..but..i reali cannot marx..maybe after the tournament bahs..then i will hab more time..hais..yi dian dou bu ti liang wo..hais..nvm bahs..maybe tis few days he moody...okay..i shall forgive him..hais..u all tot i wanna go training mehs? wed training..thurs training..fri training..i more tiring lorx..hais..we going to start a quarrel le..hais..*sad* hais..feel lyk cutting mua self nw..*deep breathe* okay..i shall take pen knife later..hais..i'm beri sad nw lorx..he told mi..if dun wan..y still sms mi? waste ur sms..haix..ta ji ran shuo chu tis type of things to mi..hais..i dun wish to flare up wif him..hais..betta dun sae le larx..i gt no mood also..hais..sayonara..buai buaix..
hais...hope we will yu guo tian qing bahs..dear..dui bu qi..wo ai ni..*mUacKs*
-iloveutillmualastbreathe-
-duibuqirannishenqi-
hais..quite a sad day for mi lorx..ben lai is go ec wif ah dear de..then he told mi sumting cropped up..cannot go le..so i sae okay..so after f&n lesson i went for remedial till 3 then wings went vivien's hse to pick up things..lols..or shld i sae help her clear her room? hehex..we took alot of her old things..alot alot..so lame..things frm clothes to accessories..alot alot..i brought a NTUC bag home..hahas..=PpP hais..then reach home..ah dear ask mi pontang thurs de training then pei him to ec..but..u all tink i can? impossible de lorx..tournament is around the corner..moreover..u tink ah cheng and coach will believe mi mehs? they nt so easy to bluff de lorx..they sure sae i bluff them then punish mi de marx..then if i nv go training..pinky how? ps her? cannot de lorx..hais..is nt tat i dun wanna spend time wif him..but..i reali cannot marx..maybe after the tournament bahs..then i will hab more time..hais..yi dian dou bu ti liang wo..hais..nvm bahs..maybe tis few days he moody...okay..i shall forgive him..hais..u all tot i wanna go training mehs? wed training..thurs training..fri training..i more tiring lorx..hais..we going to start a quarrel le..hais..*sad* hais..feel lyk cutting mua self nw..*deep breathe* okay..i shall take pen knife later..hais..i'm beri sad nw lorx..he told mi..if dun wan..y still sms mi? waste ur sms..haix..ta ji ran shuo chu tis type of things to mi..hais..i dun wish to flare up wif him..hais..betta dun sae le larx..i gt no mood also..hais..sayonara..buai buaix..
hais...hope we will yu guo tian qing bahs..dear..dui bu qi..wo ai ni..*mUacKs*
-iloveutillmualastbreathe-
-duibuqirannishenqi-
what we could have been, 1/25/2005 09:01:00 PM.
Monday, January 24
-wohaoaini-
-wobunengmeiyouni-
shuo chang bu chang..shuo duan bu duan..yi zhuan yen..15 days past le..lyk beri beri long lyk tat lehs..hahas..tis few days..although he nv come fetch mi le..(blame mr tng) but nvm..hehex..=D i'm so happi wif him..sui ran ah gal say we fading le..it look quite obvious..but..i dun seems to feel it lehs..so i dun tink so bahs..we still tat happi together..hahas..haix..tat day he fall sick..poor panda..hahas..his nickname..panda..hehex..dun tell u y..bLeaHs..=PpP..jealous bahx..? i dun sae lehs..kekex..*cHaK* hehes..tinking of him will make mi hab diabetes..hahas..wo hao ai ta worx..lols..today i sae i wanna tok to him abt sumting..then he after skool bring mi to 506 there sit sit..then we tok..hehex..then after tat we go 85 find mei xuan..then saw eddy kor kor..the 201 western food de guy..and small allen..hahas..small allen..make mi tink of sumting..hehex..=PpP..i can't stop luffing again..he horx..reali make mi soo nua..sweet tok is important..hahas..he shld noe y..=PpP..he told mi he love mi twice as much as i love him..lier lier..sure is sweet tok de..bLeaHs..hehex..hope wot is sae is true bahs..hehex..=] he slept lo..juz nia..mi too..wanna go find him in our lala land..hahas..saYo nehs..=D
-woaini-
-100105-
-wobunengmeiyouni-
shuo chang bu chang..shuo duan bu duan..yi zhuan yen..15 days past le..lyk beri beri long lyk tat lehs..hahas..tis few days..although he nv come fetch mi le..(blame mr tng) but nvm..hehex..=D i'm so happi wif him..sui ran ah gal say we fading le..it look quite obvious..but..i dun seems to feel it lehs..so i dun tink so bahs..we still tat happi together..hahas..haix..tat day he fall sick..poor panda..hahas..his nickname..panda..hehex..dun tell u y..bLeaHs..=PpP..jealous bahx..? i dun sae lehs..kekex..*cHaK* hehes..tinking of him will make mi hab diabetes..hahas..wo hao ai ta worx..lols..today i sae i wanna tok to him abt sumting..then he after skool bring mi to 506 there sit sit..then we tok..hehex..then after tat we go 85 find mei xuan..then saw eddy kor kor..the 201 western food de guy..and small allen..hahas..small allen..make mi tink of sumting..hehex..=PpP..i can't stop luffing again..he horx..reali make mi soo nua..sweet tok is important..hahas..he shld noe y..=PpP..he told mi he love mi twice as much as i love him..lier lier..sure is sweet tok de..bLeaHs..hehex..hope wot is sae is true bahs..hehex..=] he slept lo..juz nia..mi too..wanna go find him in our lala land..hahas..saYo nehs..=D
-woaini-
-100105-
what we could have been, 1/24/2005 11:23:00 PM.
Thursday, January 13
-ai25536yishenyishi-
-100105-
hahas..i gave him the answer le..hahas..so happi..he hugged mi so tight..as thought i will run away..hahas..today is the 4th day lo..but i hab lost confidence in tis relationship le..haix..wo hao pa shi qu ta worx..he came to fetch mi to skool every morning..so touched nehs..all the way frm bedok to tampines then to bedok again..hahas..miss him lotx lotx nehs..hahas..today i cutted mua self..hahas..actually no lorx..is we try whether the pen knife sharp anot..then bu xiao xin cut de lorx..then vivien dun wanna tok to mi..=( 4 days lehs..siao..then today ben lai is promise him go 85 eat wif crystal and rodney de..but he p.s mi..he go out wif his frenx..hahas..but nvm la..i gt mua jie meis wot..so i called liping and meet her..go inter wif shelly..we go eat KFC then go walk walk..then shiya wanna come inter..we meet them then we jiu go home lo..hahas..then i reached home..heng marcius remind mi whether i wan the blue ring file anot..then ask mi go down tm..so i meet him and kock hong..then i sms dear..he told mi sae he also at tm..wif alvan..chris..kai ming..blah blah..alot alot..then eating pizza hut..then i walk past..i bio him..hahas..the WA!! the whole grp wearing black..hahas..celebrating ppl b'day..dunno hu..then whn i go home..he called mi..ask mi i reach home le mei you..i said yes la..hahas..then he sae.."betta dun run out arhx..dun luan luan pao" lolx..i luan luan pao? so late le..where can i go? so cute..i miss him lotx lotx nehs..he nw still outside wif his frenx..hahas..i go sms him le..saYo neHs..=) *mUacKs* tO 25536..=D
-wodayingniwohuiaini-
-wohaopashiquni-
-100105-
hahas..i gave him the answer le..hahas..so happi..he hugged mi so tight..as thought i will run away..hahas..today is the 4th day lo..but i hab lost confidence in tis relationship le..haix..wo hao pa shi qu ta worx..he came to fetch mi to skool every morning..so touched nehs..all the way frm bedok to tampines then to bedok again..hahas..miss him lotx lotx nehs..hahas..today i cutted mua self..hahas..actually no lorx..is we try whether the pen knife sharp anot..then bu xiao xin cut de lorx..then vivien dun wanna tok to mi..=( 4 days lehs..siao..then today ben lai is promise him go 85 eat wif crystal and rodney de..but he p.s mi..he go out wif his frenx..hahas..but nvm la..i gt mua jie meis wot..so i called liping and meet her..go inter wif shelly..we go eat KFC then go walk walk..then shiya wanna come inter..we meet them then we jiu go home lo..hahas..then i reached home..heng marcius remind mi whether i wan the blue ring file anot..then ask mi go down tm..so i meet him and kock hong..then i sms dear..he told mi sae he also at tm..wif alvan..chris..kai ming..blah blah..alot alot..then eating pizza hut..then i walk past..i bio him..hahas..the WA!! the whole grp wearing black..hahas..celebrating ppl b'day..dunno hu..then whn i go home..he called mi..ask mi i reach home le mei you..i said yes la..hahas..then he sae.."betta dun run out arhx..dun luan luan pao" lolx..i luan luan pao? so late le..where can i go? so cute..i miss him lotx lotx nehs..he nw still outside wif his frenx..hahas..i go sms him le..saYo neHs..=) *mUacKs* tO 25536..=D
-wodayingniwohuiaini-
-wohaopashiquni-
what we could have been, 1/13/2005 07:52:00 PM.
Sunday, January 9
-xingfendewo-
arhx!! wo fong le!! hahas!! crazy crazy crazy crazy le...i'm going crazy..hahas..!! i was watching ren ci whn mua phone rang..it was 7.56..hahas..then i tot which wu liao ren called mi..then i saw his name on mua phone..then i shout..then answer his phone..ask him where he is..hahas..then he told mi he reach sg le..hahas..i so happi..then he asked mi whether i eat le anot..hahas..then i told him haben..he asked mi go eat..then sae later then sms mi..hahas..he sms mi le!!! miss him lots lots..duno how to tell him.juz noe tat whn i saw his name..i will jump here jump there..then shouting..then keep smiling..lyk siao cha bo lyk tat..sooo happi..hahas..sot sot liao..haHax..!!
-dunohowtotelluimissusomuch-
arhx!! wo fong le!! hahas!! crazy crazy crazy crazy le...i'm going crazy..hahas..!! i was watching ren ci whn mua phone rang..it was 7.56..hahas..then i tot which wu liao ren called mi..then i saw his name on mua phone..then i shout..then answer his phone..ask him where he is..hahas..then he told mi he reach sg le..hahas..i so happi..then he asked mi whether i eat le anot..hahas..then i told him haben..he asked mi go eat..then sae later then sms mi..hahas..he sms mi le!!! miss him lots lots..duno how to tell him.juz noe tat whn i saw his name..i will jump here jump there..then shouting..then keep smiling..lyk siao cha bo lyk tat..sooo happi..hahas..sot sot liao..haHax..!!
-dunohowtotelluimissusomuch-
what we could have been, 1/09/2005 08:02:00 PM.
-haojimodewo-
woke up early today..9 plus..but he sms-ed mi at 6.30..hahas..last nite we sms till 2+ till he went orh orh..nv tell mi..hahas..he sae 5+ wanna sms mi de..scared mi sia..hahas..but heng he 6.30+ then sms mi..hahas..i sms till the 3rd msg..i fell asleep..hahas..but he continued sending mi sms..hahas..cuz going out of sg today wot..tats y he so early wake up lorx....till nite time then come back..hais..miss him so much nehs..i open and viewed all mua sms in a boring method..cuz i noe it will nt b him hu sms mi..cuz he will oni b back till nite..hais..still haben consider okie yet..hais..told him i telling him lastest by mon..mon is tml lehs..grr..zhao zhi dao dun say monday..hais..zhe me ban? i duno wot's the key to mua answer lehx..how? how how? hais..nvm..discuss wif dine lorx..hope she can gib mi some clue to mua answer..hais..yuan lai the whole day w/o his sms is so sianx de..hais..nth to let mi c and smile..hahas..his sms beri funny de..i also dunno y..i c le..i will suddenly smile de..siao siao de wo..hahas..hais..i'm beri afraid tat things will nt b in control after i agreed..hais..i dun wan to face the things which happen between mi and rod again..hais..will it happen again? he sae muz stand zai zai..no back up..nothing..how to kia zai zai? hais..tootx him..hahas..tootx gd wot..beri pei mi..hahas..cuz i tootx zhenying marx..bLeaHs..=P bhb lehs..hais..summore..i beri scared mua bad tempered will shoo him off..hais..scared his tolerance nt enough..and afrauid tat mua heart is still wif someone..hais..how? i duno how's the key to mua answer..i reali duno how to face it..hais..
-nizhendiaiwoma?-
-wohaohaipa-
woke up early today..9 plus..but he sms-ed mi at 6.30..hahas..last nite we sms till 2+ till he went orh orh..nv tell mi..hahas..he sae 5+ wanna sms mi de..scared mi sia..hahas..but heng he 6.30+ then sms mi..hahas..i sms till the 3rd msg..i fell asleep..hahas..but he continued sending mi sms..hahas..cuz going out of sg today wot..tats y he so early wake up lorx....till nite time then come back..hais..miss him so much nehs..i open and viewed all mua sms in a boring method..cuz i noe it will nt b him hu sms mi..cuz he will oni b back till nite..hais..still haben consider okie yet..hais..told him i telling him lastest by mon..mon is tml lehs..grr..zhao zhi dao dun say monday..hais..zhe me ban? i duno wot's the key to mua answer lehx..how? how how? hais..nvm..discuss wif dine lorx..hope she can gib mi some clue to mua answer..hais..yuan lai the whole day w/o his sms is so sianx de..hais..nth to let mi c and smile..hahas..his sms beri funny de..i also dunno y..i c le..i will suddenly smile de..siao siao de wo..hahas..hais..i'm beri afraid tat things will nt b in control after i agreed..hais..i dun wan to face the things which happen between mi and rod again..hais..will it happen again? he sae muz stand zai zai..no back up..nothing..how to kia zai zai? hais..tootx him..hahas..tootx gd wot..beri pei mi..hahas..cuz i tootx zhenying marx..bLeaHs..=P bhb lehs..hais..summore..i beri scared mua bad tempered will shoo him off..hais..scared his tolerance nt enough..and afrauid tat mua heart is still wif someone..hais..how? i duno how's the key to mua answer..i reali duno how to face it..hais..
-nizhendiaiwoma?-
-wohaohaipa-
what we could have been, 1/09/2005 04:19:00 PM.
-i'mberihappi-
-hopeicanloveu-
hahas..third testi within a day le..hahas..too much to write..so mani things happen today..haHas..over the moon nw...his words nua dao le wo..hahas..reali damn nua dao lorx..hahas..oops..nt damn..is absolute..hahas..*winks* hahas..bLeaHs..i reali so nua nw lorx..i keep jumping around...hahas..jump here jump there..duno for wot sia..lols..hehez..cannot keep mua mouth closed..keep luffing..hahas..duno wot so funny abt..juz keep luffing..heHex..haHax..lyk siao cha bo lyk tat..i'm still luffing..hahas..he went to bed le..he was drunk..hahas..sot sot de..drink so much..crazy boi.. hahas..heHex..i keep luffing..bth la..i dun wanna write le..hahas..reali bth le lorx..hahas..heHex..haHhhaHhHhaaahhhHhaHa!!!! lols lols lols.! bth bth bth..hahas..bLeaHs!! betta go slp..tml then can sms him..hahas..okie okie..=) *wiNks*
-wobuxiangshiquni-
-wohaopa-
-hopeicanloveu-
hahas..third testi within a day le..hahas..too much to write..so mani things happen today..haHas..over the moon nw...his words nua dao le wo..hahas..reali damn nua dao lorx..hahas..oops..nt damn..is absolute..hahas..*winks* hahas..bLeaHs..i reali so nua nw lorx..i keep jumping around...hahas..jump here jump there..duno for wot sia..lols..hehez..cannot keep mua mouth closed..keep luffing..hahas..duno wot so funny abt..juz keep luffing..heHex..haHax..lyk siao cha bo lyk tat..i'm still luffing..hahas..he went to bed le..he was drunk..hahas..sot sot de..drink so much..crazy boi.. hahas..heHex..i keep luffing..bth la..i dun wanna write le..hahas..reali bth le lorx..hahas..heHex..haHhhaHhHhaaahhhHhaHa!!!! lols lols lols.! bth bth bth..hahas..bLeaHs!! betta go slp..tml then can sms him..hahas..okie okie..=) *wiNks*
-wobuxiangshiquni-
-wohaopa-
what we could have been, 1/09/2005 02:04:00 AM.
Saturday, January 8
mUa aH boiii..kaWaiii neHs? he licKiNg hiS paWs..inJureD maRx..sOooOoOOOoo cuTe neHs~
what we could have been, 1/08/2005 11:24:00 PM.
-wozhendeaitama?- -nightmarehascome-
"there's no need for u to do tat as whn u gt troubles, there's me hu can share wif u... r u trying to cut ur hand to make mi despite n make mi angry? "
"nt oni angry.. disappointed too.. cos i alwaz believe u r sensible.."
tis is wot 25536 told mi whn i told him sae i wanna cut mua wrist..hais..i reali duno wot to sae lorx..shld i feel happi or sad lehs? hahas..he told mi tat lehs..i shld sae i abit happi bahs..hahas..and horx..there's sumting tat i'm happi and afraid abt..jiu shi..he asked mi le..the asked mi the question tat i most afraid of..he asked mi le..i reali beri scared tat question lorx..i reali duno how to answer him..he lyk noe wot happen in the past..but he lyk acting blur..i reali afraid lorx..maybe he dun now abt it lehs? then if i agreed to it..then how? hais..lots of question is in mua mind..i duno wot to do nw..i'm reali scared..hais..how lehs? i duno reali confirm whether he reali noes abt it anot..if he dunno abt it..then will he agree to wot they asked him to do? hais..reali beri luan de wo..
-haoluandewo-
-wobuzhidaowodexinainima-
"there's no need for u to do tat as whn u gt troubles, there's me hu can share wif u... r u trying to cut ur hand to make mi despite n make mi angry? "
"nt oni angry.. disappointed too.. cos i alwaz believe u r sensible.."
tis is wot 25536 told mi whn i told him sae i wanna cut mua wrist..hais..i reali duno wot to sae lorx..shld i feel happi or sad lehs? hahas..he told mi tat lehs..i shld sae i abit happi bahs..hahas..and horx..there's sumting tat i'm happi and afraid abt..jiu shi..he asked mi le..the asked mi the question tat i most afraid of..he asked mi le..i reali beri scared tat question lorx..i reali duno how to answer him..he lyk noe wot happen in the past..but he lyk acting blur..i reali afraid lorx..maybe he dun now abt it lehs? then if i agreed to it..then how? hais..lots of question is in mua mind..i duno wot to do nw..i'm reali scared..hais..how lehs? i duno reali confirm whether he reali noes abt it anot..if he dunno abt it..then will he agree to wot they asked him to do? hais..reali beri luan de wo..
-haoluandewo-
-wobuzhidaowodexinainima-
what we could have been, 1/08/2005 08:05:00 PM.
Friday, January 7
-buzhidaoyaozhemegennishou-
juz came back frm mua bball..hais..train till so late..siao..then i tot 25536 will pei mi go home..hais..na li zhi dao he nt free today..hais..before bball i went 85 wif kor..vivien..bing liang and 25536..so much fun..then we go pond..c fish..then eddy kor sit on the bench gt sai de..hahas..sOooO funny lorx..then he keep cleaning his pants..hahas..then we go fitness centre..then go spider web..then 25536 they all jumping on the strings..then the auntie beside scold them..sae wot dun hab gong de xin..then 25536 so angry..he scold her back..then scold alot valguar language..then heng i quan him to stop..bu ran i scared the auntie will splash water on him..hahas..so scared..the chang mian sooo gan ga..lols..then we go back to skool..25536 pei mi go skool..then he play awhile de bball..then he left..went out to find his frenx..then after training..i tot he coming..hais..but he sms mi sae he nt coming le..tonite going out..hais..miss the times without him..duno lehs..i lyk treating him beri cold lyk tat lehs..scared he feel tat too..hais..i duno how to tell him bahs..scared he would juz leave mi alone..hais..but i also can't sae yes..there is no way for mi to go..hais..shld i go ahead or move back? hais..i reali love him to pei mi..but i dun wanna waste his time..hais..luan lehs..hais~
-haoluandewo-
-woainimarx?-
juz came back frm mua bball..hais..train till so late..siao..then i tot 25536 will pei mi go home..hais..na li zhi dao he nt free today..hais..before bball i went 85 wif kor..vivien..bing liang and 25536..so much fun..then we go pond..c fish..then eddy kor sit on the bench gt sai de..hahas..sOooO funny lorx..then he keep cleaning his pants..hahas..then we go fitness centre..then go spider web..then 25536 they all jumping on the strings..then the auntie beside scold them..sae wot dun hab gong de xin..then 25536 so angry..he scold her back..then scold alot valguar language..then heng i quan him to stop..bu ran i scared the auntie will splash water on him..hahas..so scared..the chang mian sooo gan ga..lols..then we go back to skool..25536 pei mi go skool..then he play awhile de bball..then he left..went out to find his frenx..then after training..i tot he coming..hais..but he sms mi sae he nt coming le..tonite going out..hais..miss the times without him..duno lehs..i lyk treating him beri cold lyk tat lehs..scared he feel tat too..hais..i duno how to tell him bahs..scared he would juz leave mi alone..hais..but i also can't sae yes..there is no way for mi to go..hais..shld i go ahead or move back? hais..i reali love him to pei mi..but i dun wanna waste his time..hais..luan lehs..hais~
-haoluandewo-
-woainimarx?-
what we could have been, 1/07/2005 07:20:00 PM.
Thursday, January 6
hais..duno today y abit sianx sianx de lehs..maybe b'cuz of wot someone told mi bahs..hais..i gt lots things to tell 25536..but i duno how to kai kou..maybe it's nt the time bahs..dun wanna hurt him lorx..hais..wait scared wot eddy sae de come true..then i will b in deep shit again..hais..today gt gang fight..sot sot de..of cuz nt involving mi..mi and vivien juz sat down under a blk far far away frm the fighting region..*can siam jiu siam* hahas..aiya..involve in tis kind of shit for wot..find tai ji for police to do mehs? i nt so tootx lorx..so we sit down there so home work..then settle le we jiu go inter eat KFC..wif ah gals and grp of guys..including 25536..hais..
reali duno how to tell 25536 lorx..duno how to kai kou bahs..hais..seriously..he is beri gd...beri cute..quite caring too lorx..but i reali dun hab the courage to sae yes..cuz i'm afraid tat things will happen again..repeat all over again..i reali beri scared..everyone seems to b listening to her..even dine also find her unreasonable..hais..out of control le bahs..i reali tired abt everyting le lorx..if nw gt pen knife..i sure cut mua self de lorx..hais..
finding mua self getting stupid-er and stupid-er-er..lols..lyk i cannot catch up wif the work lehs..lousy lehs..toot tootx de zhenying..hais..i beri stressful lorx..hais..sec 3 life beri tired..beri beri tired..recess is a stressful time to pass..hais..i hate mua life..
`lifesux..ihatemyself..ineedapenknife..lifesux..`
- buzhidaoyaozhemegennishuo -
reali duno how to tell 25536 lorx..duno how to kai kou bahs..hais..seriously..he is beri gd...beri cute..quite caring too lorx..but i reali dun hab the courage to sae yes..cuz i'm afraid tat things will happen again..repeat all over again..i reali beri scared..everyone seems to b listening to her..even dine also find her unreasonable..hais..out of control le bahs..i reali tired abt everyting le lorx..if nw gt pen knife..i sure cut mua self de lorx..hais..
finding mua self getting stupid-er and stupid-er-er..lols..lyk i cannot catch up wif the work lehs..lousy lehs..toot tootx de zhenying..hais..i beri stressful lorx..hais..sec 3 life beri tired..beri beri tired..recess is a stressful time to pass..hais..i hate mua life..
`lifesux..ihatemyself..ineedapenknife..lifesux..`
- buzhidaoyaozhemegennishuo -
what we could have been, 1/06/2005 07:34:00 PM.
